Wednesday, March 10, 2004

today it rAinEd agAin.. bUt luCkiLy nOt aS heAvy aNd fOr aS lOng a periOd of timE aS mOndAy.. can't imAginE mORe of siNgapOre gettiNg fLooDed.. =x

tOdAy businEss at thE rEstaurAnt wAs quitE gOod.. hAvEn't bEen tO wOrk fOr tHE pAst 3 dAys anD thE fiRz thiNg i cOme bAck.. itz suCh a buSY dAy aLrEAdy..i aCtuaLLy wOrked tiL i wAs oUt of brEATh.. prActicALLy havE tO ruN tO and fROm thE piCk up cOuntEr tO sErvE fOOd.. thE fOod wAs cOmiNg out of thE pAntry nOn-stOp.. thAnk gOd it lAstED fOr onLy aN hOur pluS.. aftER thAT thE cRowd settLEd dOwn anD gOT sLowEr.. kiNd oF fELt a littLe quEAsy aftEr thAT.. yOu knOw thAT fEeliNg whEn u cAN't cATch yOur brEath anD yOu dOn't reALLy havE thE enErgy tO stANd anD fEEL liKE sittiNg dOwn? wELL.. tHAt's whAT i wAs expeRienciNg.. i fELt likE i cOuLd juSt "pEng" oN thE spOt.. hahA.. 3 dAys oFf fROm wOrk and aLreAdy i'M oUt of shAPE.. wEAK siAz.. but dEn agAin.. cOuLd bE becausE i juSt recOveRed fROm my sOre thrOAt.. gOt a cOugh nOw.. thE tooPiD typE dAt attAcks yOu juSt befORe yOu sLEep and whEn yOu wAKe up.. thE typE whEn yOu cOugh nOn-stOp thAt yOu haRdLy havE timE tO breAth anD teArs stARt roLLiNg dOwn fROm yOur eyEs.. anD tHE bad thiNg iS thiS typE of cOuGh can attAck at aNytimE.. luCkiLy it diDn't happEN whEn i wAs serviNg custOmeRs.. dOn't tiNk thEy'd stiLL dAre tO eAt tHE fOOd i sErvE.. hahA.. muSt bE thinkiNg biRL fLu oR sARs.. LoL~.. =X

otHEr thAn thAt nOthing muCH happEned.. wEnt hOme stRaiGht aftER wOrk.. hahA.. tOok thE saMe shuttLe bus witH 2 of thE eLder wOmen staFf in my rEstAurANt.. thEY weRe diScussiNg abOut tHE vEggiEs onE of thEm bOught frOm tHE mArkEt.. yEpz.. anD thEy kiNd of ruShEd tO be tHE fiRz tO get oN thE shuttLe buS.. stAtiOned at thE stOp even befORe thE buS aRrivEd.. kiAsuisM.. ah wELL.. guEss thAT hAppEns whEN wE gEt oLdEr And tuRn intO "auntiEs".. =X hahA..

tiNk thATz aLL fOr tOday.. brAin's fEELinG a littLe pOOpEd.. cAn't reLi tiNk of whAT eLSe tO writE.. thiNk tOo muCH pS2 gamEs.. bottOm linE.. wiSh i cOuLd havE gOne icE-skAtiNg witH tHE othERs.. sEems liKE thEy hAd aLot of fuN.. -_-" aNywAy.. tatA~*

Tuesday, March 09, 2004

muAhahAHA.. aftER hOuRs of stARiNg at thE tOot cOmputEr scReEn.. i hAvE finALLy dOnE witH dEcOrAtiNg my bLoG.. heAdachE siAz.. sOmE pArts i stiLL dOn't gET hOw tO chAngE.. likE tHE cOlouR of thE tAG bOArd thINgy anD my archivE thiNg.. siAnz..

tOdAy.. itz finALLy stOpPeD rAIniNg~! weLL.. omoSt.. heArd tHAt @ biShAn it wAs suNny bUt osO rAiniNg @ tHE samE timE.. tOo bAd nO rAinbOw.. havEn't sEen onE fOr suCh a loNg timE.. wiSh i cOuLd thOugh..

weLL.. tOdAy iS kiND of a bOriNg dAy.. spEnt my whOLe tiME @ hOmE.. hahA.. fiRz timE in agEs.. bEeN gOing out aLL tHE timE thesE fEw dAys.. yEpz.. wOkE up rOund 12+ iN tHE aftERnOOn anD hAVE beEN on tHE cOm evEr sincE.. hAd tO restARt my cOm liKE 6-7 tiMEs cOz i kEpt on gETtiNg thAT bOx whiCh SAyz " yOur intErnEt expLoRer hAs peRfORMed aN iLLegAL operAtiOn.. thErE's an eRRoR iN pAgE bLAh bLAh bLAh.." aNd i havE nO choicE but tO closE my exploRer.. anD aftER thAT my cOm gOes zOnk aND hAngS.. whAT a drAg.. cAn't wAit tO gET a nEw lAp tOp whEn i gET tO poLy.. nO mORe lAgGy anD supEr outdATEd pEntiuM 2 liAoz.. hEehEehEe.. =X

fEEL kiNd of lAzy nOw.. hAvEn't bEen tO wOrk fOr 3 dAys.. hahA.. at leAst my vOicE hAs omOST fuLLy recOveRed nOw.. nOt likE thE pAst fEw dAYs.. nO vOicE.. cAn't tOk tO my fRenz.. aNd i guEss cOz i wOuLdn't be abLe tO repLy.. my fRenz sOrt of jUSt taLkEd amOng thEMseLvEs.. mAKiNg mE fEEL a littLE lEft oUt.. fELt kiND of sAd tO nOt bE abLe tO jOin in iN thEir jOkEs and sO oN.. eSpeciALLy sinCe i'M thE nOiSy typE.. =S

aftEr rEAdiNg sOme of my fRiEnD's bLoGs.. i foUNd sOme of thEM rAThEr sAd.. bUt i aLso rEAd abOut thEir thOughts on cErtaiN issuEs aND admiRed thEm fOr beiNg strOng aftEr tHEir sETbAcks anD stRiviNg tO beCOme bettER peOpLe.. if onLy i hAd thAT kiNd of cOurAgE.. dOn't undErtsAnd wHy i cAn't stOp hAViNg a lOw sElf-cOnfidEnce.. my fRenz sAy i'vE gOt mAny trAtits iN myseLf thAt i shOuLD be prOud oF.. bUt tO mE thosE aRen't enOugh.. i owAyz wANt tO bettER.. a wAnt tO bE likE my fRenz whO havE certAin quAlitiEs whiCh makE thEM wELL likEd by othERs.. sOmebOdy whO i'M nOt.. it'S likE behiNd my hAPPy, chEerfuL aNd nOisy fROnt theRE's a sAd aNd cOnfusEd beiNg beneAth.. hahA.. sOmetiMEs i lEt my emOtiOns gEt thE bEttEr of mE.. mAKiNg me tuRn intO sOmebOdy eLse.. hahA.. abit siAO siAO la.. i spEnd tOo muCh timE withiN my owN thOughtS.. sOmetiMEs i cArE a littLe tOO muCh abOut whAt peOpLE thiNk of mE thAn whAt i tiNk of mysELf..

thiS remiNds mE of thE tiME whEn i wAs wOrkiNg thE niGht shiFt witH my mAnagEr.. he sudDenLy stARtEd taLkiNg abOut rELAtiOnshiPs aNd hiS paSt experiEncEs.. abOut hOw it tOok hiM a lOng timE tO gEt ovEr hiS fiRst lovE.. bEiNg twO timED aNd cAtchiNg thE girL rEd-hANdEd.. hOw theRe wAs sOME fLiNgs aND thE girL hE iS curRentLy gOiNg aftEr.. quitE interEstiNg tO heAr it frOm an aduLt's pOint of viEw.. it'S nOt evErydAy tHAt a 30+ yeAR oLd mAn teLLs a gOiNg-tO-be 17 yeAr oLD abOut hiS lovE lifE.. hahA.. hE aLsO sAid tHAt itz gOod tO havE bF's or gF's whEn yOur yOunger.. at leAst yOu havE a tAstE of hOw beiNg in a relatiOnship is.. aNd yOu leArn fROm miStakEs.. fROm there yOu can aLsO fiNd oUt whAt kiNd of quAlitiEs yOu wANt tO fiNd in oUr lifE-pArtnEr.. yEpz.. aNd of cOrz hE diD advisE me tO gO fiNd a bF sO i wOuLdn't bE sO lOneLy.. iN my miNd i wAs thiNkiNg.. "yOu thiNk it'S thAt eAsy?" hahA.. aNiwAy.. singLe is gOod tOo.. mORe frEedOm.. anD u cAn oLwAyz fliRt aROund abit.. =X *chEeky griNz* onE interEStiNg pOint my managEr brOught up wAs thAt.. fROm hiS pOint of viEw.. quiEt mAn usuALLy makE lOusy bOyfriEnds bUt gOod huSbAnDs.. anD thosE whO arE tOo oUtspokEn vicE veRsA.. hahA.. dunnO truE anOtz.. weLL.. it takEs twO hanDs tO cLap.. sO cAn't reaLLy juSt dEpend oN thE gUy.. bOth paRtieS havE TO givE anD tAkE.. muSt sEe whETheR gOt "pHysiCS" aNd "chEmiStRy" betwEen thEM i guESS.. "biOlOgy" iS fOR persOnAL interEst.. o=X *griNz*

owriGht.. it'S aLrEady 6.45pM aNd i'M stiLL aLonE @ hOmE.. nO dAd.. nO dinNeR~! havEn't sEeN dAd aLL dAy.. hahA.. bEen kiNd of depLetiNg thE hOusE's breAd suppLy.. aLL dAy.. i've oNLy eAtEn 5 sLicEs of brEAd.. jiAn fEi? nAh.. witH chuNkz oF nuteLLA anD hAzeLnut sprEAd.. dreAm bA~ hahA.. bUt whO's cOuntiNg the caLoriES aNywAy? =X oh yAh.. hAd a bOwL of cOokiEs anD creAM icE-crEAm eArliER tOo.. i'M a suCkEr whEn it cOmes tO ice-creAm.. cAn nevER rEsiSt thE temptAtiOn.. LoL~

okiEzZz.. timE tO gO pEi my lAO gOng.. eRr-hMmz.. bEfORe yOu stARt guEsSiNg nAmEs.. hE's my pS2.. hEe.. finALLy gOt thE gamE suikOdEN 3~!! i'vE bEEn wAitiNg tO pLAy it fOr agEs.. hahA.. gOt it deLieveRed tO my hOme eArliER aLoNg witH my 23 fEng shEn yAn yi cOmiCs ( i thiNk thAtz tHE nAmE =X ) by "Mr dELiveRy mAn" f.O.c.. hahA.. okAy.. i'M ofF nOw.. suikO 3 herE i cOme.. mAybE i'lL bLog in latEr tO cOmmEnt abOut the gamE.. aNywAyz.. i'LL bE bAck.. tudAlOoz~*

Monday, March 08, 2004

itS bEen rAiniNg aLL dAy lOnG.. wAd a gLoOmy dAy.. wELL.. nOthiNg muCh happEnEd.. thAnk gOd i diDn't sLip oR fALL duE tO thE wEt anD sLippery fLooR.. wEnt icE-skAtiNg.. spEnt abit tOo muCh mOney thAn i expecteD tO.. =X but aLsO haD a heck lOt of lAughS.. zAki and arjuN kEpt fALLiNg dOwn.. i pity thEir butTs siAz.. fELt nicE tO juS gLidE aROund in thE riNk.. fEEliNg tHE wiNd in yOur haiR.. eSpeciaLLy whEn theRe's teChnO musiC bLastiNg on thE speAkErs.. =) bUt thEN agAin.. nOthiNg beAts sittiNg dOwn at thE beAch on a wiNdy niGht.. juSt listEniNg tO tHE sEa brEezE aNd gAziNg at thE stArs abOvE.. eSpeciALly witH a spEciaL sOmeonE.. =X hahA.. havEn't bEen tO thE beAch sincE eNd of lAst yeAr..

siAnz.. thiNk i'vE bEen eatiNg a LittLe tOo muCh tHE paSt fEw wEekz.. yEsteRdAy hAd seOuL gArdEn.. tODAy mAcdOnaLds aND pizZa hUt.. itZ timE tO hit thE gyM.. hahA.. but unfOrtunatELy my sELf dErterminatiOn iS kiNd of ruSty nOw.. thE eviL thiNg caLLEd "lazinEsS" hAs cLoudEd my brAin.. hahA.. nEed tO gO on diEt soOn.. haftA stArt exerciSiNg regularLy tOO.. iF nOt i wOn't lOOk gOOd whEn i gO tO pOLy nExt timE.. lidDAt hOW tO attrAct gUys? =X hEe.. spEakiNg abOut poLy.. anOtHER 12 dAyz befORe wE gEt our pOstiNgs.. siAnz.. stiLLl haftA wAit fOr sO lOng.. -_-" bUt actuaLLy.. 3 mOnthS hAvE gOne by sO fAst.. itz oredi marCh~! i still rEmebeR sOme tiME agO i wAs cOmpLainiNg abOut hOw lOng thE 6 mOnth hOliday wOuLD bE..

thE onE bAd thiNg i'vE reAlizEd abOut wOrkiNg life iS thAt.. itS SUPER diFficuLt tO sAve mOney.. especiALLy whEn yOu dOn't gEt aLLowAnce aNymORe and sOleLy reLy on yOur pAy aS sPeNdiNg mOnEy.. yOu havE tO spEnd mOney oN fOod.. trAnsPortAtiOn fEes.. ( tOOpiD aduLt fArE ) anD aLsO tO buy aNythiNg eLse thAT u nEEd.. bUt mE bEiNg thE typE whO likEs tO pamper heRsELF.. aNd aLsO thE impuLsivE spEndEr thAt i aM.. juSt usE cAsh likE wAtEr.. hahA.. sEe sOmethiNg i likE.. Buy it~! aNd befORe i nOE it.. "wheRe diD aLL my cAsh gO?" =S nEx timE whEn i grOw oLDEr i cAn nevEr owN my oWn cRedit cArd.. i wOn't be abLe tO reSiSt thE tEmptatiOn oF spEndiNg.. mOst prObabLy wiLL eNd up owiNg thE bAnk mOney insteAd.. LoL~.. piTy my futurE huSbAnd siAz..=x