Wednesday, March 31, 2004

itz wEdneSday orEdi.. hahA.. 4 mOre dAys tiL i hit thE bEeg 17.. =X likE sO oLd orEdi.. mOviNg fROm thE swEet 16 tO thE yOung aduLt 17.. hahA.. but thiS yeAr's birthday likE nOt sO hAPpENiNg.. maybE cOz itz oN a suNdAy.. sO itz likE a nOrmaL wEekeNd.. nOt likE whEn it fALLs on a wEekdAy anD thAt dAy feElS liKE aN extrA hOlidAy.. abit sAd thiS yeAr lAr.. dOn't reALLy havE the birthdAy atmOspheRE lEhz.. hahA.. maybE itz cOz thiS yeAr dOn't havE a bOyfriEnd tO gO aROund gathEring peopLe tO pLan fEr my birthdAy.. stiLL remEmbEr.. lAst yeAr ceLebrATed at juroNg icE skAting riNk.. hahA.. thEy evEN pLayEd thE biRThdAy sOng fEr me ovEr thE sOund systEm anD annOuncEd my namE ovEr thE speAkErs.. anD therE wAs thE "fakE snOW".. hahA.. wELL.. soAp bubbLEs tO be mORe exaCt.. anD of cOz thE birthdAy kiSs frOm eRr-hMmz.. =X LoL~ cEnsOred aRz.. hEe.. hMm.. thiNk nOt aS mAny peOpLe wiLL rEmeMbEr thIS yeAr.. everyonE sEems buSy tOo.. wELL.. can't bLamE thEM.. theRe's schOoL anD wORk.. evEn thE bEst gaL-friEnds arE buSy.. aHh wELL.. at leAst theRE's stiLL thE guyS mAuricE, tiANyu, wEiyE anD hOpefuLLy sWee siAng.. hahA.. itz nOt evEry yeAr thAt u spEnd yOur birthDay witH a grOup of guyS i guEss.. =X *griNz* gOiNg tO tOn over at eAst cOast beAch on sAt nitE.. hahA.. wOndEr what thosE guyS havE up thEir sLeEvEs fEr tt dAy.. hOpe wE havE fuN..

di|LemA.. hAiz.. yOu knOw thAt fEELiNg whEn yOu kiNd of fALL fOr yOur bEst friEnd of thE oPp. sEx? yOu knOw thE kiNd yOu owAyz rEad oF in thE "auNt agOny" cOluMns iN thosE tEen mAgAzinEs likE sevEntEen or tEenAgE.. thE kiNd yOu thiNk likE.. thAt's nevEr evEr gOiNg tO happEn tO mE.. hahA.. weLL.. thiNk i'M kiNd of gOing thrOugh thAt nOw.. hahA.. thE bEeg prObLeM witH thiS kiNd of situAtiOn.. wELL.. if bOth of yOu fEEL thE samE fOr eAch othEr.. thEN yOu cOuLD say "anD they livEd happiLy evEr aftEr.." hahA.. bUt if juSt sO happENs thAt tHE otHEr perSOn onLy thiNks of yOu aS a gOod fRiEnd.. tHAt cOuLd prOve tO be kiNd of a probLeM.. wELL.. therE aRe 2 optiOns.. numbEr 1.. lET thE othEr perSOn nOe hOw u fEEl anD riSk lOsiNg thE perSOn if hE or shE dOesn't fEEL thE samE anD thinkS thAt thEY shOuLD baCK ofF fROm yOu in fEAr of giviNg yOu thE wrOng imprEssiOn.. oR nuMbEr 2.. juSt kEepiNg it tO yOursELf anD hOpe thAt thE othEr persOns fEEls thE samE fOR yOu anD makEs thE first mOvE insteAd.. bUt yOu cOuLD regRet dOing thiS in tHE enD b'cOz thE othEr perSOn cOuLD havE hAd thE same thiNkiNg aS yOu and wAs wAiting fOr yOu tO makE the fiRst mOve insteAd.. bUt cOz nOne chOsE tO dO anythiNg.. yOu bOth juSt grAduALly gavE up on eAch othER.. hahA.. heAdachE rite? dunnO wAd tO dO siAz.. osO dunnO hOw dOes XxXx fEEL.. tO takE thE riSk or nOt? hahA.. i cOuLD just kEep muM anD rEmAin aS fRenz.. oR takE thAT nExt stEp anD riSk lOsiNg a cLosE fRen.. wHy dOeS mattErs of thE heArt aLwAyz have tO be sO cOmpLicatED? wAdevEr happenEd tO sWeet anD simpLe? -_-" LoL~..

dOnnO wAdz happEniNg tO my bOdy niAz.. owAyz nOsE bLeEd thesE fEw dAys.. itz aLL singAporE's toOpiD heAty weAtheR's fauLt.. hahA.. but thEN agAIn.. cOuLd bE that my bOdy's nOt aS strOng aS it wAs befORe.. =S chAmz.. nEed tO driNk mORe wAtEr niAz.. but juSt nOw wAs fREaky.. uSEd 7 piEcEs oF tissuE befOre it actuALLy stOpPed bLeeDiNg.. thAtz aLot of bLoOd niAz.. anD tO thiNk juSt finished my pMs thiNgy.. hahA.. ovErloSs of bLoOd thiS mOnth niAz.. usuALLy whEn ur nOse bLEeds peOpLe wiLL advicE u tO tiLt yOur heAd upwArds anD squEeze thE bridgE of yOur nosE ritE? wELL.. sOme fRen of minE tOld mE thAt u shOuLD actuALLy facE dOwnwArds anD juSt lEt thE bLood fLow out tiL it stOps.. anD beiNg thE tOOt tHAt i aM.. i triEd it.. and aLL i can sAy is.. yOu idiOt~!! makE me lOsE mOre bLoOd onLy~!! hMmp.. fOrtunAteLy fOr the perSOn i kinD of fOrgottEn whO he wAs.. -_-" oh weLL.. he shOuLD cOunt hiS lucky stARs.. hahA.. okAy la.. 2+aM liAOz.. timE tO gO sLeEp le.. tatA~*

Sunday, March 28, 2004

aiyOz.. hAvEn't bLoGged iN fEr a wEek.. i'vE bEen eitHEr tOo lAzy tO bLoG or if nOt i dOn't evEn cOmE onLinE.. thE hOlidAys arE stARtiNg tO becoMe mOre anD mORe bOriNg.. wORk sEems tO be mORe tEdiOus aNd drAgGy.. hahA.. leSs ofF dAys anD mORe wOrkiNg hOurs.. gETtiNg abit siAn.. thAnk gOd thE restAurAnt's prOmOtiOn peRiOd iS gOiNg tO eNd sOOn.. =X

haD my mAss cOm intERviEw yeSTerdAy.. hahA.. wAs sO nOt prepared fEr it.. mOst of thE peOpLe whO tuRNed up fOr tHe intERviEw brOught aLong pOrtfOliOs of thEmsELvEs.. aNd i wAs likE.. oH nO~! i diDn't briNg aNythiNg.. bUt thEN agAIn.. dOn't evEn nOe whAt i'M supposEd tO shOW thEm.. my npCc anD prEfectz cErt? hahA.. dOn't thiNk thAt wouLd havE imprEsSed thE invijuLatErs tHAt muCh.. aH wELL.. aNywAy.. thAt wAs tEH fiRz tiME in a lOng tiME i wAs evEr sO eaRLy fOr an aPpointmEnt.. my intERviEw wAs scheduLed at 12pM.. but i endEd up reAchiNg ngEe aNn pOly at likE 11.15aM.. -_-" kinDa gOt lOst theRe tOo.. but luCkiLy i mAnAged tO cALL a fRen whO wAs stuDYing tHEre tO givE mE directiOns.. wEnt tO their sch librAry fOR awhIle tOo tO kiLL timE.. hahA.. dEn whEn i wALkEd pAst thE swimmiNg pOol arEa.. i fELt liKE juMpiNg in.. nicE cOOl anD refrEshiNg wAter.. likE aN oAsiS whEn cOmparEd tO thE weAThEr which wAs likE scoRchiNg hOt..

fiRz thiNg i gOt intO the inteRviEw rOOm.. thE invijuLatOrs.. onE maLay anD thE othEr "aNg mOh" cOmmENtEd abOut thE wOrds on my t-shiRt.. -_-" and whEn thEy chEcked my iC.. thE maLay guy wEnt likE "hEy.. shE's fROm yOur hOmetOwn.." tO thE otHEr guy.. hahA.. den i expLainEd abit abOut my fAmiLy hiStOry of wHy i hAd an auStraLiAn citizEnshiP.. thEy werE likE " hOw lOng havE u livEd in auStrAliA?" anD i wAs likE "oh.. havEN't reALLy livEd tHErE.. wAs bOrn herE in s'poRe.." hahA.. sOunDs kind of wEirD siAz.. dEn thEy stArtEd aSKing quEstIOns likE why i wAntEd tO jOin mAss cOm.. whAt kinD of thiNg diD i likE.. likE if i preferrED jOurAliSM or sOme otheR thinG and whAt quAlitiEs in my opiniOn shOuLd a gOOd writEr havE.. thEy aLsO askEd whAt kind of writingS interEsted me and whiCh writEr i liKEd.. anD i wAs likE.. "ERm.. i don't reALLy rEad aLL thAT muCH.. mORe thE mAgAzinEs.. abOut tEenAge stuFf.." hahA.. thEy aLsO gavE a scEneriO if likE i gOt intO mAss cOm anD thiS reALLy cOOL gROup of ppL aSked my tO gO tO a pUb anD sAid thAt tHEy wouLD b abLe tO get me in evEN thOugh i'M undEragE.. anD aSked fEr my opiniOn.. hahA.. i sAid thAt i wOuLD stiLL gO.. =X LoL.. wELL.. thE wOrst paRT wAs whEN thEy asked me whAt i knEw abOut whAt wAs gOing on in otHEr cOuntRIes.. i wAs liKE stunnEd.. thE onLy thiNg i cOuLd thiNk of wAs tHE pOLLing on m'siA.. sO thAtz wAd i sAid.. den whEN thE ang mOh guy asked me whAt i knEw abt it.. i wAs likE.. "eRr.. dOn't reALLy nOe.." -_-" hahA.. i thiNk i bLew it theRE mAn.. feLt sO stupiD at thAt vEry mOmEnt.. wOuLD b a miracLe tO get intO maSs cOm nOw.. reALLy rEgrEttEd nOt listENiNg tO my "laO pA" and rEadiNg thE nEwspapErs whEn hE remindEd me a fEw days beFOre.. siAnz~! weLL.. haftA wAit tiL thE 2nD of apriL tO gEt thE resuLtz.. bEst of luck tO mE siAz..

unfOrtunAtELy.. thAt wAs nOt thE onLy stupiD thiNg tO happEn tO me.. whEN i wAs eAting at mAcdonALds witH jJ anD dAphnE.. thEre wAs thIS grOup of Ri guyS sittiNg at thE tabLE behiNd uS..anD whEn we werE eatiNg haLfwAy.. thIS idiOtic guy cOmes up tO me anD sAys.. "cAn yOu puLL ur pAnts up? cOz ur butt iS shOwiNg.." anD hiS grOup of fRenz stArtEd lAughiNg out lOud.. i wAs liKE wAd thE "tOot".. wAs tOO shOcked tO say aNythiNg.. wAh kAOz.. sO eMbArAssiNg niAz.. -_-" cOz i wAs weAriNg thosE kiND of lOw wAist jeAns anD my tEe wAs a littLE tOo shOrt tO cOvEr my lowEr baCk whiLE sittiNg dOwn.. hAiz.. mAdnEss mAn..

on the briGht sidE.. 4tH apriL iS cOmiNg~!! anOther wEekz timE~!! =X hEe.. gOiNg tO be 17 liaO siAz.. hahA.. like sO oLd lidDat.. my birthdAte thiS yeAr sO nicE niAz.. 04/04/04.. my favOuritE numbER summOre.. hahA.. anD enriquE igLEsiAz iS haviNg a cOncert herE in s'pore on thAt vEry sAme sAy.. hahA.. weLL weLL.. hE hAs gOOd tastE in dAtEs.. =X hEe.. k laRz.. thiNk i'LL end herE.. hOpe tO havE gOod nEws the nExt tiME i bLog in.. kK.. nitEY nitEx~*