Wednesday, April 21, 2004

hEyz.. i'M baCk.. anD yEpz.. pmSiNg agAin.. 4tH dAy 2dAy.. -_-" SIANESS.. thE samE mOodswiNgs, easiLy tirEDneSs, fEeliNg lOuSy anD uNcOmfynEss i'vE bEen gettiNg evEry fOrtniGht.. cAn bE suCh a tiriNg prOcEss tO bOth tHE bOdy anD thE miND.. yeStrEdAy onLy gO shOppiNg fOr 2+h anD i wAs oRedi pOOpEd.. nOt likE thE nOrmaL haLD a dAy tHAt mE, khAd, fiOna anD jOycE usEd tO dO baCk duriNg sEcOndary sChOoL dAys.. =X hahA..

aS owAyz.. nOthiNg reALLy happEniNg has OccurEd duriNg the pAst wEek.. thE last tiME i wrOte in wAs wEd ritE.. hMM.. thuR i dOn't remebEr wAd happENed.. fRidAy.. wEnt tO ngEe aNn pOLy fOr mAtriculatiOn witH jiA hAO.. hahA.. wE mEt rOund 9 at bishAN intErcHangE anD tOok buS 54 tO tHE buSt stOp @ tHE baCk of our oLd sChOOL wHitLey.. dEn wE tOok 74 fROm thERe.. yeA.. evErythiNg wAs gOiNg owriGht.. wE wERe juSt happiLy chattiNg on tHE buS.. oH yA.. tHe 74 wAs a dOubLe dEck buS but it wAs kiNd of crOwded sO we stOod at thAt spacE with nO sEats.. yA nOE thE paRt with thE metaL bArs wherE yOu're mEAnt tO stANd.. wELL.. i sudDenLy stARtEd tO fEEL a littLE wEirD at my stOmaCh dEn i begAn tO fEeL kiND of wEak.. liKE nO enErgy tO stAnd.. sO i leANed agAin thE windOw.. but it gOt wOrSe.. i visiOn gOT aLL bLue bLaCk anD cOuLdn't sEe muCh.. juSt spLotchEs.. dEn eaRs gOt bLoCked anD reaLLy fELt likE nO strEngth.. i trieD bEndiNg fORwArd anD hOldiNg the metaL bAr fOR suppOrt.. nOe liKe ur bOdy's in aN L shApe.. diD tHat fOr 5 miNS.. dEn cOuLdn't takE it aLrEAdy.. oRedi abit faint.. summOre thE buS sO crOwdEd.. nO pLace tO sit.. thE i wAs likE.. "jiA haO, i dOn't feEL tOO gOod.. i thiNk i'lL sit dOwn.." anD thAtz whAt i diD.. i juSt sAt on tHE fLoOR liKE thAt.. at thE tiME i wAs aLready pEspiriNg aLL ovEr.. iN aN aiR cOn buS.. =S kind of frEaky siAz.. reALLy feLt teRribLe tOO.. dunnO izzit cOz nt enOugh sLp.. nv eAt breakfAst or wAd.. peOpLe wEre orEdi stArtiNg tO stArE at mE.. but whO cAres mAn.. aftEr fEw miNS i feLt aLot bettEr.. sOon wE rEacheD ngEe aNn poLy.. wheN i gOT up kinD of gOt abit of my tHiGh maRkz on tEH fLoor frOm my pespirE.. =X hEe.. haD tO crOss thE overheAd bridgE.. and i wAs stiLL fEeling a littLE diSorientatEd.. jH wAs kiND of scaRed fOr me tOo.. hahA.. weLL.. hE helpEd me caRry my baG thE whOLe timE wE were tOgethEr.. =X yeA.. wE gOT there at 10+ whiCh wAs orEdi late fOr jH's sLot of 8.30-10aM.. but hE saiD nvM.. wE shOuLD gO eAt fiRst.. yeA.. sO wE had westeRn fOod anD driNkz.. hE paiD fOR evErythiNg.. =X dEn wEnt fOr matriculatiOn.. aLot of queuEs.. aftER tHE papErwOrk.. haD tO gO fOR sOme briEfiNg abt camps anD cCa. dEn tHEre wAs tHe cCa diSpLay.. aLot of ppL ask uS tO dO survEys siAz.. onE fOr buddhiSm.. tHE othEr fOR christiAnity.. -_-" dEn thEre wAs tHE laPToP diSpLAy.. hahA.. mE anD jH nOe nutS abt cOms.. den sincE it wAs stiLL abt 2 hOurs tiL my matriculatiOn.. wE went tO gO explore arOudn tHE sCh.. went tO thE other schOOL bLoCkz, librAry, swiMming pOOL, fiELD, cAntEenz.. hahA.. vEry hOt thAt day siAz.. dEn wEnt bAck fOr my mAtriculatiOn.. aftEr whiCh wE wEnt tO quEenSwAy.. jH wAntEd tO bUy nEw shOes.. wE haD strAwbErry miLk tO driNk.. ( hiS treAT agAin =X ).. dEn wALkeD aRouNd in seArch of hiS shOes.. in thE enD hE bOught a pAir of whitE nikE shOes with a siLvEr tiCk anD a littLE marOon.. dEn wE wEnt tO thE bK at ikeA tO gET a driNk anD dEn tOOk tAxi tO aMk tO mEet yOngminG.. ( hE pAiD ).. dEn wE wEnt tO pLay pOOL.. i pLayEd liKE 2 rOunds.. wOn jH anD lOst tO yM.. hahA.. dEn i hAd tO leAve fOR wOrk.. ( diDn't pAy agAin.. hahA.. ) dAtz abOut aLL.. hahA.. feEL abit bAd la.. evErytimE othErs pAy..

sAt hAd npCc.. spEEch dAy rehErsAL.. dEn aftEr cCa wEnt tO eAt bK with juNjiE, juiseRn, wEijiAn anD rOystOn at thOmpsOn fOR lunCH.. hahA.. jS triEd tO diStuRb wJ witH hIS jOkeS abOut shit anD sesAme sEeds.. but diDn't reALLy wOrk thIS tiMe.. LoL~ wJ wAs cLevEr enOugh tO eAt hIS burgEr fiRst sO by thE timE jS wantEd tO suAn him.. hE hAd finisHed it oRedi.. dEN wE jaLan jALAned aROund fOr awhiLe anD wEnt bAck.. haD tO wOrk aftER tHAt..

sunDAy wAs spLit shiFt.. mOndAy i wENt hOme eArLy.. pLAyEd kinGdOm heARts whEn i gOt hOme.. yesteRdAy i wOrkEd frOm 12-4.. dEn wEnt tO waLk aROund OrchaRd.. my mOm caLLEd sO i taLkEd tO hEr aS i wEnt windOw shOppiNg.. anD gueSs whAt shE tOLD mE.. shE sAid thAt whEN shE tALkEd tO me dAd on tEH phoNE a fEw dAys agO.. my dAd sAid thAt hE thiNks i hAvE a bOyfriENd.. -_-" weLL.. cOz on 2 occAssiOns whEN i aSKed my dAd tO fEtch mE frOm bishAn.. ty wAitEd wiTh mE fOr my dAd tO cOme.. sO my dAd sAw hE twiCe.. hahA.. sO funniE siAz.. sO my mOm guEss tHAt hE tOld hER thAt cOz hE wANtEd hEr tO finD out fOr hiM.. anywAy.. my mOm wAs liKE.. " i dun thiNk shE hAS a bF.. cOz shE saiD shE diDn't havE one whEN i Asked hEr on hER b'dAy" *pENgz* my fathEr sO secretivE siAz.. wAn thEn jUSt aSK me mAh.. nO nEed go thrOugh my muM ritE.. can Ask mE strAight whEN i livE undEr samE rOof aS hiM but hE aSks my muM in austrAliA insteAd.. =S but my dAd osO sO oLD fashiOned.. hOw aM i supposE tO teLL hiM i owAyz haNG out with guYS wAn? -_-" dEn i wAs suppOsEd tO meEt tiANyu anD mAuricE arOuNd liKE 6 tO gO eAt dinnER.. thEN at 6 thEy tOLD me 6.45.. endEd up mEet at 7.20 insteAd.. -__-" yeS.. i waLkEd aROund fAr eAst tiL i gOt sO siAn.. oHh.. but i osO bOught sOme tOps frOm mAngO anD a skiRT frOm huLa & cO.. sEe la.. thEy makE me spEnd mORe mOnEy onLy.. wELL.. whEN we finaLLy diD mEet.. wE atE BK anD dEN walkEd aROund sOme sPort shOps cOz ty wantEd tO buy nEw shOes tOo.. hE diD sEe thE pAir hE wantEd but tOo baD thE shOp wAs cLosEd orEdi.. dEn wE wEnt tO dhOby gAut mRt tO meEt wEiyE aftER hiS tutiOn anD thEn wENt hOme.. oHh yeA.. ty injuREd mE yeSTerdAy~!! =S whEN hE wAs tRYing tO tickLE mE i triEd tO siAm dEn dunnO hOw thOugh hiS nAiLS werE sO shORt.. hE manAgEd tO aCcidEnteLy scrAtCh me sOmewhERe at my lEft hip bOne thAt it gOt a smaLL scratCh anD bLeD.. -_-" pAIn nEhz.. =( dangEROus siA hE..

nOw likE gOt aLot bGr stuFf gOiNg on.. onE friENd thiNkiNg whEthEr to aSk thE girL tO be hiS gF.. anOthEr onE thiNkiNg abOut whethEr tO giVE up.. anD mE? i'M miSsiNg out oN aLL tHE actiOn mAn.. =X LoL~ nOw havEn stARt sCh.. bEst timE tO gO pa tuO niAz.. anD whAt aM i dOiNg? hahA.. wAstiNg my tiME sLaCkiNg aROund, spEndiNg mOney or juSt wOrkiNg.. lifE can bE sOoOoOoOo bOriNg.. -_-" i wAn a piEcE of thE actiOn tOo.. =X hahA.. i nOE la.. sOundiNg likE abit dEspO ritE.. but itz truE la.. nO bgR stuFf sO siAn wAN.. but whEN havE it dEn sO heAdachE.. cOntrAdiCtOry siAz.. bUt eithEr wAy.. i'M stiLL wAitiNg fOr my princE chaRmiNg a.k.A taLL, dArk anD hAndsOme.. =X hEe.. hOpe hE cOmes sOon.. *griNz* oh wELL.. i shALL gO plAy pS2 lE.. stiLL gOt onE anD a haLf hOurs befORe i stArt gETtiNg reAdy fOr wOrk.. tatAz~*




hEyz.. i'M baCk.. anD yEpz.. pmSiNg agAin.. 4tH dAy 2dAy.. -_-" SIANESS.. thE samE mOodswiNgs, easiLy tirEDneSs, fEeliNg lOuSy anD uNcOmfynEss i'vE bEen gettiNg evEry fOrtniGht.. cAn bE suCh a tiriNg prOcEss tO bOth tHE bOdy anD thE miND.. yeStrEdAy onLy gO shOppiNg fOr 2+h anD i wAs oRedi pOOpEd.. nOt likE thE nOrmaL haLD a dAy tHAt mE, khAd, fiOna anD jOycE usEd tO dO baCk duriNg sEcOndary sChOoL dAys.. =X hahA..

aS owAyz.. nOthiNg reALLy happEniNg has OccurEd duriNg the pAst wEek.. thE last tiME i wrOte in wAs wEd ritE.. hMM.. thuR i dOn't remebEr wAd happENed.. fRidAy.. wEnt tO ngEe aNn pOLy fOr mAtriculatiOn witH jiA hAO.. hahA.. wE mEt rOund 9 at bishAN intErcHangE anD tOok buS 54 tO tHE buSt stOp @ tHE baCk of our oLd sChOOL wHitLey.. dEn wE tOok 74 fROm thERe.. yeA.. evErythiNg wAs gOiNg owriGht.. wE wERe juSt happiLy chattiNg on tHE buS.. oH yA.. tHe 74 wAs a dOubLe dEck buS but it wAs kiNd of crOwded sO we stOod at thAt spacE with nO sEats.. yA nOE thE paRt with thE metaL bArs wherE yOu're mEAnt tO stANd.. wELL.. i sudDenLy stARtEd tO fEEL a littLE wEirD at my stOmaCh dEn i begAn tO fEeL kiND of wEak.. liKE nO enErgy tO stAnd.. sO i leANed agAin thE windOw.. but it gOt wOrSe.. i visiOn gOT aLL bLue bLaCk anD cOuLdn't sEe muCh.. juSt spLotchEs.. dEn eaRs gOt bLoCked anD reaLLy fELt likE nO strEngth.. i trieD bEndiNg fORwArd anD hOldiNg the metaL bAr fOR suppOrt.. nOe liKe ur bOdy's in aN L shApe.. diD tHat fOr 5 miNS.. dEn cOuLdn't takE it aLrEAdy.. oRedi abit faint.. summOre thE buS sO crOwdEd.. nO pLace tO sit.. thE i wAs likE.. "jiA haO, i dOn't feEL tOO gOod.. i thiNk i'lL sit dOwn.." anD thAtz whAt i diD.. i juSt sAt on tHE fLoOR liKE thAt.. at thE tiME i wAs aLready pEspiriNg aLL ovEr.. iN aN aiR cOn buS.. =S kind of frEaky siAz.. reALLy feLt teRribLe tOO.. dunnO izzit cOz nt enOugh sLp.. nv eAt breakfAst or wAd.. peOpLe wEre orEdi stArtiNg tO stArE at mE.. but whO cAres mAn.. aftEr fEw miNS i feLt aLot bettEr.. sOon wE rEacheD ngEe aNn poLy.. wheN i gOT up kinD of gOt abit of my tHiGh maRkz on tEH fLoor frOm my pespirE.. =X hEe.. haD tO crOss thE overheAd bridgE.. and i wAs stiLL fEeling a littLE diSorientatEd.. jH wAs kiND of scaRed fOr me tOo.. hahA.. weLL.. hE helpEd me caRry my baG thE whOLe timE wE were tOgethEr.. =X yeA.. wE gOT there at 10+ whiCh wAs orEdi late fOr jH's sLot of 8.30-10aM.. but hE saiD nvM.. wE shOuLD gO eAt fiRst.. yeA.. sO wE had westeRn fOod anD driNkz.. hE paiD fOR evErythiNg.. =X dEn wEnt fOr matriculatiOn.. aLot of queuEs.. aftER tHE papErwOrk.. haD tO gO fOR sOme briEfiNg abt camps anD cCa. dEn tHEre wAs tHe cCa diSpLay.. aLot of ppL ask uS tO dO survEys siAz.. onE fOr buddhiSm.. tHE othEr fOR christiAnity.. -_-" dEn thEre wAs tHE laPToP diSpLAy.. hahA.. mE anD jH nOe nutS abt cOms.. den sincE it wAs stiLL abt 2 hOurs tiL my matriculatiOn.. wE went tO gO explore arOudn tHE sCh.. went tO thE other schOOL bLoCkz, librAry, swiMming pOOL, fiELD, cAntEenz.. hahA.. vEry hOt thAt day siAz.. dEn wEnt bAck fOr my mAtriculatiOn.. aftEr whiCh wE wEnt tO quEenSwAy.. jH wAntEd tO bUy nEw shOes.. wE haD strAwbErry miLk tO driNk.. ( hiS treAT agAin =X ).. dEn wALkeD aRouNd in seArch of hiS shOes.. in thE enD hE bOught a pAir of whitE nikE shOes with a siLvEr tiCk anD a littLE marOon.. dEn wE wEnt tO thE bK at ikeA tO gET a driNk anD dEn tOOk tAxi tO aMk tO mEet yOngminG.. ( hE pAiD ).. dEn wE wEnt tO pLay pOOL.. i pLayEd liKE 2 rOunds.. wOn jH anD lOst tO yM.. hahA.. dEn i hAd tO leAve fOR wOrk.. ( diDn't pAy agAin.. hahA.. ) dAtz abOut aLL.. hahA.. feEL abit bAd la.. evErytimE othErs pAy..

sAt hAd npCc.. spEEch dAy rehErsAL.. dEn aftEr cCa wEnt tO eAt bK with juNjiE, juiseRn, wEijiAn anD rOystOn at thOmpsOn fOR lunCH.. hahA.. jS triEd tO diStuRb wJ witH hIS jOkeS abOut shit anD sesAme sEeds.. but diDn't reALLy wOrk thIS tiMe.. LoL~ wJ wAs cLevEr enOugh tO eAt hIS burgEr fiRst sO by thE timE jS wantEd tO suAn him.. hE hAd finisHed it oRedi.. dEN wE jaLan jALAned aROund fOr awhiLe anD wEnt bAck.. haD tO wOrk aftER tHAt..

sunDAy wAs spLit shiFt.. mOndAy i wENt hOme eArLy.. pLAyEd kinGdOm heARts whEn i gOt hOme.. yesteRdAy i wOrkEd frOm 12-4.. dEn wEnt tO waLk aROund OrchaRd.. my mOm caLLEd sO i taLkEd tO hEr aS i wEnt windOw shOppiNg.. anD gueSs whAt shE tOLD mE.. shE sAid thAt whEN shE tALkEd tO me dAd on tEH phoNE a fEw dAys agO.. my dAd sAid thAt hE thiNks i hAvE a bOyfriENd.. -_-" weLL.. cOz on 2 occAssiOns whEN i aSKed my dAd tO fEtch mE frOm bishAn.. ty wAitEd wiTh mE fOr my dAd tO cOme.. sO my dAd sAw hE twiCe.. hahA.. sO funniE siAz.. sO my mOm guEss tHAt hE tOld hER thAt cOz hE wANtEd hEr tO finD out fOr hiM.. anywAy.. my mOm wAs liKE.. " i dun thiNk shE hAS a bF.. cOz shE saiD shE diDn't havE one whEN i Asked hEr on hER b'dAy" *pENgz* my fathEr sO secretivE siAz.. wAn thEn jUSt aSK me mAh.. nO nEed go thrOugh my muM ritE.. can Ask mE strAight whEN i livE undEr samE rOof aS hiM but hE aSks my muM in austrAliA insteAd.. =S but my dAd osO sO oLD fashiOned.. hOw aM i supposE tO teLL hiM i owAyz haNG out with guYS wAn? -_-" dEn i wAs suppOsEd tO meEt tiANyu anD mAuricE arOuNd liKE 6 tO gO eAt dinnER.. thEN at 6 thEy tOLD me 6.45.. endEd up mEet at 7.20 insteAd.. -__-" yeS.. i waLkEd aROund fAr eAst tiL i gOt sO siAn.. oHh.. but i osO bOught sOme tOps frOm mAngO anD a skiRT frOm huLa & cO.. sEe la.. thEy makE me spEnd mORe mOnEy onLy.. wELL.. whEN we finaLLy diD mEet.. wE atE BK anD dEN walkEd aROund sOme sPort shOps cOz ty wantEd tO buy nEw shOes tOo.. hE diD sEe thE pAir hE wantEd but tOo baD thE shOp wAs cLosEd orEdi.. dEn wE wEnt tO dhOby gAut mRt tO meEt wEiyE aftER hiS tutiOn anD thEn wENt hOme.. oHh yeA.. ty injuREd mE yeSTerdAy~!! =S whEN hE wAs tRYing tO tickLE mE i triEd tO siAm dEn dunnO hOw thOugh hiS nAiLS werE sO shORt.. hE manAgEd tO aCcidEnteLy scrAtCh me sOmewhERe at my lEft hip bOne thAt it gOt a smaLL scratCh anD bLeD.. -_-" pAIn nEhz.. =( dangEROus siA hE..

nOw likE gOt aLot bGr stuFf gOiNg on.. onE friENd thiNkiNg whEthEr to aSk thE girL tO be hiS gF.. anOthEr onE thiNkiNg abOut whethEr tO giVE up.. anD mE? i'M miSsiNg out oN aLL tHE actiOn mAn.. =X LoL~ nOw havEn stARt sCh.. bEst timE tO gO pa tuO niAz.. anD whAt aM i dOiNg? hahA.. wAstiNg my tiME sLaCkiNg aROund, spEndiNg mOney or juSt wOrkiNg.. lifE can bE sOoOoOoOo bOriNg.. -_-" i wAn a piEcE of thE actiOn tOo.. =X hahA.. i nOE la.. sOundiNg likE abit dEspO ritE.. but itz truE la.. nO bgR stuFf sO siAn wAN.. but whEN havE it dEn sO heAdachE.. cOntrAdiCtOry siAz.. bUt eithEr wAy.. i'M stiLL wAitiNg fOr my princE chaRmiNg a.k.A taLL, dArk anD hAndsOme.. =X hEe.. hOpe hE cOmes sOon.. *griNz* oh wELL.. i shALL gO plAy pS2 lE.. stiLL gOt onE anD a haLf hOurs befORe i stArt gETtiNg reAdy fOr wOrk.. tatAz~*

wELL.. tHAtz aLL tHAt happENed..